The clock is ticking. Ticking ticking. The only sound I can hear as the days goes by. I feel my heart beat pounding against my chest. I feel every inch of my body aching in pain. I feel my thoughts running and smashing against this wall. I feel my eyes scanning the room.

What have I done?

What have I put myself into?

The very last bit of time left yet here I am sitting. Wondering. What is going on? I want to disappear from the world. I want to stop time and think to myself. Yet as the clock keeps on ticking the more I start to wish I had someone there with me. Alone I stand. Alone as always. This feeling has taken over me once again and I feel that I will fail at this. A new chapter is about to start in my life and all I want to do is turn the pages back.

My thoughts are running around my head. Words spinning around the room. My heart is racing and yet at the end here I stand alone. Tick tick tick. The sound of a master death clock coming to an end. The sound of time moving faster than ever before. Here I stand alone.

How much more strength do I have? Or am I just pushing myself to fail?

It’s been about almost two years since you have moved on. Everyday I still think about you and miss you. I love you so much. Thank you for watching over us. Thank you for being there for us. Thank you Grandma. Hopefully I’ll see you again. 

As time grows near us we sit around and ask ourself how long it has been since we last been ourselves? This monster creeping inside of me is growing bigger by the second and yet we haven’t looked in the mirror to even enjoyed our present. The future is coming closer the months of fear are building. The race is slowly dying with the anger and power. The gods has come closer to the home town more than ever. The past hunts our futures yet we are to scare to even move. When was the last time we stop and look into each other eyes? The world is crashing down on us the space is expanding. The race dying out under the line yet we keep on moving and we keep on changing. The doors of time has open up to us but we fear to use it. As the clock slowly clicks away the ghost of ourselves comes back to say goodbye. Loved ones are being sent to fight a war.the monster in me is slowly gaining power. The boy of the lost heavens is here to save me yet little does he know that his true mission is to destroy me. The gods are growing restless as the race keeps on living in. So many different phases yet when was the last time we told each to love each other? The girl with the massive monsters creeping out of her is crying in pain due to all the losses she caused. Little does the lost heaven boy realized he is falling in love with the darkest queen of hell. The war is growing the stars are fading. The sun no longer shine with the smile. The moon no longer provides light in the dark. Yet the boy of heaven stands there in the face of it all. The queen of hell has enjoyed another game of playing hearts. When was the last time you hold someone so dear to you that the world seemed to fade away?